semen retention

Feeling howny uwu but I decided to stop masturbating so much so I am focusing my sexual energy on something else. I don't know how this works but I know it does. I finally feel like I'm being productive after spending so much time on IRC and *boards. I've always been a howny boy so I believe I got a lot of "energy" or whatever you want to call it inside me. The thing is that masturbating so much really makes you lazy. I advise every howny boy to try this.

ACTUALLY, according to some sources, your psyche is a closed system and its internal energy does not vary.

"Think lightly about yourself and deeply about the world." - Shinmen Takezo, a swordsman from Japan.

You obviously don't know about interpolation, the illusion of a derivative. I feel like that kid from that story taking place in that postmodern world and he has eaten mold (or has he? That is just the author shit-testing the audience, and most of /lit/ fails) and can't express a thing though his thoughts are internally coherent in their self-narration. Of course it is a matter of the illusion of a derivative, pretending the discontinuous is continuous so that under this pretense communication can actually happen.

I don't care about keeping to a single theme and getting heard, like my thoughts are only in one place (the after-image, the virtual moving image of my thoughts formed in the interlocutor's head from their inferrential power). There are a lot of things in my mind.

English is not even my first language and using English affects my thoughts. After using English to say something over the internet I start thinking more with English loan words, the conscious effort to translate getting skipped or overlooked. After a few days without internet this ceases (or is reduced to fluctuations).

The explanation of course is that who I am thinking of talking to affects what I think, use precedes form, we can't think without examples we can only annullate dimensions of it and call that abstraction.

It's easier with photographies and harder with movies. I don't care about the world, just about myself. Can we drop this false pretense of civility and fall straight into barbarie or is our survival such an important thing?