lust vs love

I don't just want to get laid, I want someone I can hold hands with and cuddle with and talk about things that I'm not normally comfortable talking about with most people

I want someone who I feel at ease around, who I genuinely care about, and who cares about me too

we will be connected on a deep emotional level

someone who you can just be around and enjoy each other's company, no matter what is or is not happening

someone who will comfort me and cook dinner when I get back from work

someone to provide for

and star a family together

born to fuck yeah yeah
never gonna have a wife
no longer will strange flesh touch mine
its not funny any more
in the waiting room at the doctors office and the receptionist has left
halogen bulbs go off
now sleep eternally