When you go too far

I used to lose any interest in whatever gay cosplay trap videos i was watching the moment I orgasmed, but I don't really feel that anymore and I end up continuing to watch it and start fapping again after 10 minutes of refactory period, because my horny mood doesn't actually go away.
One time I came into my mouth and was grossed out by the result but I tried it again recently and I swallowed it because it didn't gross me out post-orgasm.
I also used to never make involuntary convulses and twitching during orgasm but now my nipples are so sensitive, I twitch and make little noises whenever I rub them for more than a few seconds and everything I touch just makes orgasms better leading up to when i cum.

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