My doctor retired and now within a 90 minute drive of my residence there are no physicians who see heterosexual male patients under 40 years of age accepting patients. It's like I'm being told to kill myself. There are 5 different doctors that see women only, a half dozen for seniors, and a couple for kids and one who sees faggots only.
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Anonymous2018-12-01 20:19
I think I just want to kill myself honestly. I keep trying to do things but I'm just always tired and I really don't care or have any deep interest in things. I don't spend money or go places and don't want friends or a relationship. Even my hobbies have gone from enjoyment to a way to make time pass. Going to get help feels like I'd be losing and probably won't do anything anyway.
How do normal people find something to live for and work towards? All the things I accomplish make me feel the same as though I had done nothing at all.