I have an admission, I haven’t sexualized a fictional character since I was around 14 years old.
My first fap was around 12, watching Toonami. I think it was to a DBZ chick. Around 16, I discovered real porn and at the same age became sexually active. Since then, I don’t find cartoons or drawings sexually attractive. I see people with their waifus and celebrating games like Overwatch for their big tittied anime waifus but when I look at them, I feel nothing. I can only get aroused looking at real humans. I feel empty and confused by it every day when I come here for opinions on games. I see endless Disgaea and Midna and Princess Peach threads describing how people dream 24/7 about fucking these characters in the asshole and I don’t even have a single urge. But I see a thicc woman on the street and instantly feel hormonal. I feel like something is wrong with me, and that I’m not normal. Why am I different?