Did you, as a kid, say to yourself "I want to be a total fucking loser when I grow up!"? Probably not, but yet here you are, cranking out strings of symbols to tell a computer what to do. How sad.
Do you find beauty in programming then? Gerald Sussman's videos seem to try to make programming seem beautiful. Or is that another thing that should go up my ass ? I'd be happy to hear your opinion. I'm sorry if you think I talk too much. I think there is value to be found in self-expression. why have a BBS otherwise ? to agglomerate tons of pessimistic nihilistic cynical thoughts ?