Is this really the life you wanted?

Did you, as a kid, say to yourself "I want to be a total fucking loser when I grow up!"? Probably not, but yet here you are, cranking out strings of symbols to tell a computer what to do. How sad.

>>62

I appreciate your input.

But what to make of it ?

Toxicomania? Well I get sometimes drunk too but it seems not a sustainable, or particularly deep thing. At best it seems to provide a blissful fleeting sense of emptiness or calm. Will not do drugs. My new plan is to try sports, it is like a drug (endorphins) but it is socially acceptable / legal and it can make you seem more charismatic if you do it a lot. people are more likely to like people who have good appearance

although, getting drunk + chatting some colleagues is probably an interesting mix