The Doctor

When i had really bad anxiety around 2013-2014 I used to shitpost babble about a guy called The Doctor on these boards. he was eternal and perfectly normal. Is that what these other posts about "the doctor" are about?

for example these

http://bbs.progrider.org/lounge/read/1413753971/7
http://bbs.progrider.org/lounge/read/1414080118/4

a few months ago i posted something about trying to start exercising more to seem more normal and someone told me i was a fucked up confused person:

http://bbs.progrider.org/prog/read/1425672672/18,21,23,25,27,29,61,62,63,68

anyway

i am growing up a lot.

i guess the plan to be a happy balanced adult is to follow the crowd and don't try to do creative things like LISP programming. just try to fit in, don't try to analyse things or use your brain or anything, believe whatever they tell you and act normal and pretend it all makes absoltue sense.

above all, derive a sense of dignity from your ability to act normal.

there is no self.

whatever the Man says must be true.