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>>20
It doesn't even matter right now. You're going to die anyhow and everything you've done will be forgotten.

>>21
Everything right now matters; and everything matters right now. Right now is all there is. The right now of the past is no more, and the right now of the future is not my concern right now. My future self can deal with the right now that will be, just as my past self knew his future self could deal with the right now that is presently happening.

Accept the state of the world at present and get on with life. No need to let your 14-year-old angst get the better of you. Enjoy your miserable self right now. As you say, what happens right now won't matter in the future, when you're dead.