>>2Ah, haldol doesn't only take away the hallucinations, but also all the pleasure. Life is bleak on the haldol side. An ex-user told me it is like having your soul sucked out of you. You are a void without motivation, will or want. But his dose was much, much higher.
Ah I wonder, how would it feel to be truly empty. I have taken dysphoric (and combinations of) drugs before, but they didn't resemble in utter emptiness, mostly doom, detachment, hopelessness and fear. Drugs which sensitize for pain.
I am obsessed with suffering, but what he described, was not exactly that. It sounded more like lifeless.
Unfortunately Haldol is not to play with without supervision. It can cause deadly side effects. Like malignant hyperthermia.