People are being mean to me on the Internet

So I guess I should go to bed and call it a day. I took 3 prozac and should blackhole quickly. We'll see tomorrow.

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Ok clever guy, (and that's only about one single mean person):
>be me
>join some random natsoc/altright/whatever server
>slightly trolling because I don't really give a shit about politics
>cute girl, 14 years younger than me starts hitting on me, telling me I sound so bright and funny and have such a sexy voice
>don't think much of it, maybe I do have wizards superpowers after all
>drive 400 fucking km, invite her to the fanciest seafood restaurant by the sea, despite the fact that she lives in a frigging student room and was still in pyjamas when I showed up at her the door
>spend the afternoon at the beach with booze and oreos
>she wears a pink bikini and I don't because I forgot my swimsuit at home, so I have to keep my clothes on
>she feeds seagulls with oreos, I said nothing even though I hate wasting food, let her have fun
>so tired on my way home I have to sleep in my car (I don't usually drink and drive)
>total expanses: clean new clothes, motorway, speeding ticket (still waiting for it), restaurant, ... total is more than half of my monthly unemployment income
Now she doesn't even say "hi" when she sees me online.
How do you explain that irrational behaviour? You tell me. What the fuck did I do to her?You tell me.