People are being mean to me on the Internet

So I guess I should go to bed and call it a day. I took 3 prozac and should blackhole quickly. We'll see tomorrow.

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But wait, there's more:
>pm another even younger girl who is usually empathic and listens to me when I'm sad or depressed
>she has a boyfriend and I don't even think he's the good person for her but, whatever, she often gives me the attention I need so badly
>I mention that wonderful german book about a cat and she hasn't read it
>I insist to offer her the book
>I find an anonymous way to buy her the book with amazon gift cards, because she's paranoid about stalking and don't want to tell me her name (I've already stalked her and have all her personal info but she doesn't know)
>...
>no answer
>send a dozen humoristic variations of "pls respond", still no answer
Do I deserve to be treated like that? What's wrong with girls these days? You tell me.