The Final Solution of the Incel Question

https://ia801702.us.archive.org/22/items/transmaxxing2/transmaxxing2.pdf
Honestly this was even harder to decide to post than my attempt to be gay 8+ months ago. Because the
implications and outcomes have been completely different, the experience has been completely
different.
Disclaimer: Before all of this i 100% completely identified as a man, a man's man type of internal
mindset. Very heterosexual. And gay stuff just did nothing for me. It was only out of desperation and
having the right features that i attempted this gender transition. By right features i mean i was only 5'8
starting out and had a 2.7 inches erect penis. Plus all my facial features are feminine and i was pretty
cute even as a guy. With 4 inches to my height and dick i could have been a normie or even chad lite.
Yet reality is cruel sometimes. Since being on hormones i have lost some height, so i'm closer to 5'7
now, a true manlet if i ever decide to return to manhood.
I have been on estrogen for about 6 months now. It all started when i got my new therapist three
months before that, who referred me to a new general practitioner he knows. Obviously i told him
nothing about being incel or hating females. only that i always felt like a girl, which was a massive lie.
I just wanted to get hormones to attempt a gender transition and hopefully become attracted to dudes
like the other trans on reddit, who so ironically betray themselves and their cause by casually posting
truth.
I just want to say for the record i don't believe in any of the trans bullshit about being born that way.
Maybe an exceptionally small amount of them are. Yet if you read their forums or subs it's so extremely
common how many of them are just guys who wank to shemale porn and have autogynephilia. The vast
majority almost always speak about how their brains get changed by hormones. Further proving they
are truly male in the brain. Basically they are mostly cross-dressing fetishists. Maybe a very few of
them really were born with a fucked up brain but it's hard to weed out the liars. Since the fake trans just
copy what the real trans say. Yet they let it slip in their posts how much they love tranny porn or
wanking their she cocks. Not that it matters, more trans is always a good thing. Less beta orbiters and
sometimes even trans that are hot.
The first injection my doctor did for me. After that i did the rest myself. My hormones were tested
before i started estradiol and at the 3-month mark. My testosterone was exceptionally low so he said i
did not need an anti-androgen. I started out injecting every 2 weeks but moved to once per week after 3
months because i was getting hot flashes due to low spots in between.
The changes seemed slow at first. The first week i got sick to my stomach after the injection. I just felt
awful, almost like someone was flicking my balls with their finger. Not as painful as being kicked in
the nuts though. This lasted for about 3 or 4 days. Then it happened again after the next injection. It
mostly stopped after the 3rd one. By which time i already had breast buds. Just a short while after that i
started getting serious breast tissue. I had already been out in public dressed several times even in the
first month. But i got a binder so i could delay social transition, because i needed more time to master
my female voice.
Mastering a female voice was actually pretty tough. It took me about a month and a half to really sound
like a girl. And i was practicing every day at least 30 minutes. I spent so much time looking up how to
do this and incorporating the advice into my sessions. I would record myself and play it back to see if i
sounded like a girl.

It was about 4 months in when things really started to twist my reality into all sorts of fucked. One day
when i was wanking i realized i was still hard after cumming, which was mostly clear at this point. i
felt as if i was not fully satisfied, as if i could keep going. So i kept wanking and i came again. Then i
came again, and again. With no orgasm declining in quality. I came so many times i wasn't horny for 4
days afterwards. At which point i came over 10 times. A week after that i came 40+ times in less than
an hour. I actually lost count of how many times i came. The first orgasm had the most clear cum. Then
the first few after had plenty. Then i would rotate between ejaculating anywhere from a teaspoon, to a
few drops, to a dry orgasm. As my body just kept making more.

The month after that things got even more intense. It was clear to me that females experienced sex with far more joy than men. It's like having a dick with sensory feelings that reaches all through up the body and hooks in the heart. My first experience with a guy was a non-chad friend, who knew i had started a transition and thinks i am actually trans. We didn't have sex or even oral but we kissed a few times and cuddled for a few hours. It was magical, the cuddles were even better than the endless orgasms. Waves upon waves of mental emotion mixed with sexual waves of pleasure. It's so extremely addicting.

I'm beyond words enjoying my experience on female hormones. I still hate females, cucks, and chads. This is the turning point for me. If i don't quit now i will probably end up sterile and unable to break this intense addiction to female hormones and to men. Finishing transition will take work but leads to a life of happiness. Not finishing means going back to a hell after experiencing a heavenly paradise the likes of which i could have never imagined.

It's still a lot better than being incel forever. A lot of males suffer because they value their pride over their happiness, destroying your male pride is an important step in your transition process.

Let's face it, if you present as male, there's exactly one personality that will earn you social approval: Chad. Assertive, dominant, successful. Nobody will be impressed by a male that is meek, submissive and struggling. Such males are not considered gender trailblazers; they're just derided as incel NEETs. Nobody is offering an actual solution to this. Tradcons tell you to just man up. TERFs tell you to just abolish gender. Liberals deny this reality altogether.
By embracing girlmode, you actually become free to be your authentic self without shame. Society at large requires men to keep grinding and struggling to keep the lights on, so obviously no serious and respectable person will encourage you to just drop down the pink vortex, but it's possibly the only thing that will actually help you if you're stuck being a shitty male with no prospects.
Life outcomes of people that transition
Trans-women will benefit from the increasing female privilege, thus in the future more males will benefit from transitioning while it becomes less beneficial for females to transition to male despite trans-men becoming more accepted by society.
Trans-women that are supported by their parents have good life outcomes as society becomes more accepting of trans-women the outcomes of people that transition from male to female will improve.

A lot of individuals cannot make it as males and will thus be forced to live as female or suffer the brutal social consequences of being male, this is especially true for females with gender dysphoria, they might not like their female bodies but medical transition would still be a disaster for them.
Most males are no longer needed in our modern society, technology has made name strength mostly obsolete and most males do not have any mental abilities not commonly found in females. Less than 10% of males are needed for sex and reproduction, most males are just a burden to society and thus we need to increase the number of males that transition to female, especially individuals who would clearly benefit from changing their biological sex.

At first it was just pills given orally, now it's injections and at this point hiding the breasts is very difficult. The estrogen will make you more emotional and thus you will probably start crying due to the intense humiliation you received by the new government controlled by believers of vintologi. You crying and begging will of course not stop the nurse from doing the injection.

After a while you will stop resisting and accept your fate as a girl. It will become increasingly difficult to hide what's happening to you, your breasts getting bigger, face feminized, brain feminized.
Once you have been forced to be on HRT long enough there will not be much left of your old self, the hormones have changed your brain beyond recognition and now there is no longer any going back, not only do you look like a girl now, you are now also like a girl mentally.