How hard is it to walk without toes?

Hi! My natural foot size is 43-44, but with some effort I manage to get into 42 - the largest female shoe size. It is really painful, but tolerable, especially with a bit of painkillers.



Therefore the questions: will doing that daily or say sleeping in these shoes damage the feet enough it will change shape and deform to lower size? Obviously I'm far past 24, but I read even in adults it is possible to deform feet and displace bones. Or it is just not worth the effort and I should consider cutting off a few toes? But I doubt any surgeon will agree to amputate healthy toes and I don't have the money anyway, so CO2 bath sounds like a solution. Because I just have no other option if I ever want to pass, I need to freely fit at least into 42, but preferably into 41 (should be possible with toes amputated).



Another question, how hard is it to walk without toes?

In defense of toe mutilation: I did it in photoshop and it worked.

In my case I have really long manly feet, and mutilating them by cutting off toes can actually make them look more feminine. I did that in photoshop and my feet without toes looked less disgusting than with toes, because length got reduced to match female proportions.

https://old.reddit.com/r/Transgender_Surgeries/comments/yqtl2n/reducing_foot_size/iw8vcov/?context=3