Name: Anonymous 2015-06-01 14:29
My boyfriend started by revealing his interest in receiving anal, we've bought a few dildos and experimented with strap-ons, etc. While it's never been a fantasy of mine, I've learned to enjoy it, for the most part. I have a sincere interest in pleasing him.. Yet I feel like as the months go by I'm becoming less and less satisfying to him. Everything he talks about during sex revolves around his fantasies. We're going month-long stretches not having sex at all. I've managed to figure out in the mean time, he's watching "Sissy Hypno" videos online. I've walked in on him butt-ass naked, in the dark, in our basement with his laptop at 3AM. He's requested that I give him my birth control, which he takes in order to make his breasts grow.. He's fully immersed in this sexual fantasy, all the while as his partner I feel he shows absolutely no interest in my own. I've made so much effort to fulfill him and yet I feel more and more each day that he'd prefer a man. I'm afraid that I'm going to be his girlfriend for everything but sexual pleasure. He's expressed interest in meeting men for sex, tried to convince me to "open up" sexually and have multiple partners. He wants me to consider having sex with a woman, which I'm genuinely not interested in. I have nothing against the wide spectrum of sexuality out there.. I just tend to sit towards one end. I'm a naturally monogamous person.. I'm worried that he has no interest in me. He tells me I'm beautiful.. But he doesn't seem the least bit engaged with me sexually anymore. We have sex, but I feel like it's more difficult for him to climax with me than if he was receiving. He's even talked about being fully trans and becoming a woman. I can't tell if he's serious or not. What should I do? Should I let him pursue his sexuality fully and end the relationship? Is the only reason he's with me to cover up this side of himself to his friends and family?