Name: Ida Valor 2015-06-25 22:54
I met this amazing guy about a year ago, we really hit it off and rapidly started becoming close friends. I've never met someone that I clicked with so well so naturally I started developing a crush on him. And eventually I fell for him. I'm female btw, and although I don't have that much romantic experience I know that this one is special. He found out twice that I had feelings for him and continued to stay friends with me even though he didn't like me back. And our relationship grew Now we are best friends and I feel lucky just to have that. I'm closer to him then I ever thought possible to feel for anyone. Still being in the friend zone sucks. The part that really makes it hard is he is about to transition to being a female. I am infinitely happy for him and that he is taking control of his life. But there is part of me that's crushed because if he does transition then my little bit of hope is squashed. I honestly believe he has romantic feelings for me back but I'm not a lesbian. Not even bi. And he has to do this for himself. So I think he is ignoring those feelings because it would never work. Something so wonderful is just barely in my reach but I'm just here alone only able to look at it.