What sort of feudal lord would you be?

I like the idea of having absolute power over my serfs and treating them as my property. I'd take what I want, when I want, Fuck whoever, whenever, and however. Hang peasants for treasonous thoughs on a whim and start wars and make them die for my glory. Yes, I'm afraid I was born too late to fulfill my proper role in this world. What a shame.

I would be a Lord that kills other Lords to steal their land and serfs. I would make some serfs officers in charge of others with a slight amount of wealth. This is because I would need help to command such a large number of serfs. 20% of serfs would be officers, 40% agriculture slaves, 40% military. I would also sell my military as a service (MaaS) to other Lords I do not wish to conquer.