>>11I used to use drugs, but not anymore. I'd probably be dead by now if I didn't get sober.
LSD is nuts. Not as intense as DMT, but it lasts so long. Not the kind of thing you can do very often. Mentally and emotionally exhausting. I thought it'd be about seeing cool shit, but it was more about empathy and breathing/moving textures. I've only tried psychedelics a handful of times. They were important experiences that made me want to get my shit together. Can't say that about weed or opiates.
MDMA sucks because of the week afterwards. You feel so depressed while your brain recuperates. I've also done some really embarrassing things on ecstasy. Still makes me cringe to this day.
I tried propranolol before, and it made me feel physically cool, I think because of how it affects your blood pressure. I felt really chill, literally and figuratively, but it didn't really do much for my mind, I think. I tried it at college the first time (in a lounge where people sit and study), and I forget the dose, but it felt really intense, and I think other people noticed that I was acting weird. It was a very different feeling from other anxiety treatments like benzos, which aren't the same at all.
That being said, I weened myself off all drugs and meds. I'm much happier now that I don't take anything at all, unless you count drinking alcohol.