I am boring how do i fix myself

i am not a fun person, not talking about in person i mean online. I am not witty or creative and don't come up with OC ever nor have the skillset to make any. Any community I'm in i hardly ever talk because every time I do chime in nobody says anything back and just ignore whatever retarded shit i say. I have no hobbies or interests outside of videogames or anime that people would want to talk about

I also don't play a lot of videogames, I don't think I've bought a new one in 3 years. I don't keep up with whatever, which writes off a lot of chances for my social interaction. I never try to interact with any friends online because I feel like im boring to play videogames with anyways and I don't want to make my online friends pretend to like me it feels like a drag on them

Is there any hope for me to make friends ever or am I doomed to be retarded and boring until I die

just be yourself

Well, OP, sounds like you are a serious person and are better off focusing on real life instead of having "fun" impressing half-retarded gamer weebs online. This isn't necessarily a bad thing, online friendships are thankless and a big chore since everybody online is actually mentally ill and seriously unwell in the head.

Usually it turns out people online are either 13 or schizzing-out mentally unhinged.

it sounds like you're depressed. just present your interests honestly and wait until someone else finds them. i mean, fuck, if there are youtube channels devoted to obscure dos games with nearly half a million views on most of the videos, i don't see why keeping up should be such a priority for you. and maybe you're just not into video games. i'm not either. believe it or not, what you can do on the computer only represents a fraction of what's available to you in life, so don't worry too much about it

learn to program, make something cool

stop feeling sorry for yourself and just make something

don't say ``but I'm not good at ____'' because that will be a self-fulfilling prophecy

the best time to start learning something is now, not ``eventually'' because today is today and tomorrow is never

do or die