Lack of Community/Lonelyness

I'm sick of being alone, why can't I find friends or just nice people who won't be horrible to me anywhere?

I want to share things I code and collab and learn together but it's like I'm too different somehow that just no one ever likes me or wants to be around me.

>>4
im learning x86 and i used to use scheme and haskell

>>6
I tried learning to play touhou once to make friends, didn't work

>>10
yes