Schemetard ask himself: was it wise to devote 20 years to a toy lang?

https://hyper.dev/blog/yet-another-scheme.html

You're right.

I'm too proud to not read it anyway, now that I've bought it. It's just an uncomfortable feeling investing time in something. You could be investing time better. The thought doesn't stop nagging. On the plus side this nagger keeps you from wasting away 20 years on some toylang. On the miserable side it sucks the fun out of everything.