I'm fine and still on the same job. Did kinda pick up new interests but just on a surface level.
I did have like 2 months were I dipped off and kinda disappeared and just wasted my life away like
>>2. Now I'm doing more sports and interactions with friends than before and it's great.
One thing I take from the quarantine is being bored with media. I kinda had an overdose and now it just annoys me. I spent so much time on hn, lobsters, yt, tiktok and there's a point where you've seen all signals and it approximates just noise. Yt is the deepest lake.
I developed a meta skill where I realize when I get worthy knowledge. When applying it one sees many interesting patterns. 1000 lines of smart sounding discussion on hn might not yield worthy knowledge. I've read the first 10 pages from Sun & Steel and I've been cuddling the ideas ever since.
I am feeling some despair. Probably about the direction I think the west is heading.
Niggers burning things. They do not realize that it takes dedication and time to build things. Everyone claps. They understand neither.