Dear /prog/

This is the email I recieved that started this conversation.
As you can see, the person complains about some social issue said person is having on servers. I don't know why a man would care about such things...
Now this person is accusing me of worshiping the devil, complaining about my "behavior", when this person emailed me and I've never done any "behavior" save for pressing keys on a keyboard.
What is this about?
xrun1@users.sourceforge.net
From:xrun1@users.sourceforge.net
To:chaosesqueteam@users.sourceforge.net
Cc:xrun1@users.sourceforge.net

<rika@disroot.org>

Hello, you are MikeeUSA, right? I'm a Xonotic modder who was editing one of your map a few months ago, roundel. I happened to find the README you left in the pk3 and was positively surprised, given the sorry state of the average audience for this game. I wholeheartedly agree with your message, and I'm sure you and I both know by now how everyone will have our head on a pike for reaching such a level of awareness.

Yesterday I was searching about Xonotic on imageboard archives, found some of your posts, and made the connection. SF is very slow so I'm still downloading your game, but I'm shocked there's such a strange-looking fork of Xonotic that's been worked on for 10 years and seems to contain so much content, yet no one has ever mentioned it.
I've only been playing since 2019 so I don't know about all the drama, but it seems like you're been persecuted for your beliefs. Unfortunately, you have to choose between having any online presence and revealing them. On top of that, developing in these obscure niches is a lonely road, it's unlikely you will ever get the help you seek. I'm baffled by the level you've reached myself, and am clearly far below in term of skills. At my level, I struggle daily to make sense of Xonotic's code base, and the code for new features I implement on top is far from being clean.

My server's gameplay differs far more than any other server on the list, but no one cares and I barely manage to assemble some games on some nights. Despite living in the EU like most of the player base, I have zero chances to grow there because I'm not in the big two club, and thus I have to host for NA and wake up at 4 AM, profiting from the fact that the only other established NA server is full of drama and bans most newcomers. Given the trouble I have even though I'm working with a game that has some players already, I can really feel your pain. I know it's not much, but I'll remember you.

In response to the following message from "Rika":
rika (rika@disroot.org) wrote:
>Don't be so fixated on a disposable address, jew. Having a narcissistic
>meltdown when you realize someone isn't here to lick your boots? You
>thought I was here for free labor or something? Can't even understand
>the purpose of my initial message? Maybe you can go use some of your
>excess time to fix your shitty untested campaign and find a legible
>font, no one cares about your map formats and 200 copy-pasted weapons
>when it's part of this unplayable clusterfuck. I know you're already
>preparing to furiously type out some schizo babble about how your bugs
>are actually feature because you've been denied child brides and you're
>gonna kill the police blahblahblah, no need to bother because I won't
>see it. Bye.

My response:
Dear rika <rika@disroot.org>;



>Maybe you can go use some of your >excess time to fix your shitty untested campaign and find a legible >font, no one cares about your map formats and 200
How your reveal yourself.
Remeber your first email?
Mad I didn't fall for it?

False praise, or real praise, is not the currency I deal in.

>Can't even understand >the purpose of my initial message?
I understood it completely.

>Having a narcissistic >meltdown when you realize someone isn't here to lick your boots?
I didn't contact you, you emailed me. You.
And you were ass-kissing in that email.
You're mad I didn't melt into your hands.

>narcissistic
You're the one who emailed me. I did not email you.

>You >thought I was here for free labor or something?
This is an opensource project, if you aren't here to help, get the fuck out.
And yes: free labour is the only, ONLY, value you have to me.
Remeber when you emailed me kissing my ass?
I knew you were fishing.
You ain't getting SHIT out of me.

Mad I asked you to contribute C code to the C engine?
Mad?

>Don't be so fixated on a disposable address,
You used rika@disroot before. I remeber it from 4chan's /g/ probably
Or 8chan. I think it was 4chan though. You write in the same manner as before,
and are displaying the same "complaints" as then.
I'll find you out.

>jew.
Hope the "jews" slaughter and torture you, white fucking faggot.
>Having a narcissistic

rika (rika@disroot.org) wrote:
>Don't be so fixated on a disposable address, jew. Having a narcissistic
>meltdown when you realize someone isn't here to lick your boots? You
>thought I was here for free labor or something? Can't even understand
>the purpose of my initial message? Maybe you can go use some of your
>excess time to fix your shitty untested campaign and find a legible
>font, no one cares about your map formats and 200 copy-pasted weapons
>when it's part of this unplayable clusterfuck. I know you're already
>preparing to furiously type out some schizo babble about how your bugs
>are actually feature because you've been denied child brides and you're
>gonna kill the police blahblahblah, no need to bother because I won't
>see it. Bye.
You'll see it.
If I have to dig out your eyes in person: you'll see it.


Note the initial unsolicited email from this "rika" was as such:
rika@disroot.org wrote:
>
>Hello, you are MikeeUSA, right? I'm a Xonotic modder who was editing one of your map a few months ago, roundel. I happened to find the README you left in the pk3 and was positively surprised, given the sorry state of the average audience for this game. I wholeheartedly agree with your message, and I'm sure you and I both know by now how everyone will have our head on a pike for reaching such a level of awareness.
>
>Yesterday I was searching about Xonotic on imageboard archives, found some of your posts, and made the connection. SF is very slow so I'm still downloading your game, but I'm shocked there's such a strange-looking fork of Xonotic that's been worked on for 10 years and seems to contain so much content, yet no one has ever mentioned it.
>I've only been playing since 2019 so I don't know about all the drama, but it seems like you're been persecuted for your beliefs. Unfortunately, you have to choose between having any online presence and revealing them. On top of that, developing in these obscure niches is a lonely road, it's unlikely you will ever get the help you seek. I'm baffled by the level you've reached myself, and am clearly far below in term of skills. At my level, I struggle daily to make sense of Xonotic's code base, and the code for new features I implement on top is far from being clean.
>
>My server's gameplay differs far more than any other server on the list, but no one cares and I barely manage to assemble some games on some nights. Despite living in the EU like most of the player base, I have zero chances to grow there because I'm not in the big two club, and thus I have to host for NA and wake up at 4 AM, profiting from the fact that the only other established NA server is full of drama and bans most newcomers. Given the trouble I have even though I'm working with a game that has some players already, I can really feel your pain. I know it's not much, but I'll remember you.


As you can see: it's full of blowing-smoke-up-your-ass praise.
Anyway, this "rika" seems to be an enemy.

I asked the unsolicited "fan" to contribute code to the (opensource) game.
This caused an uproar, now the game "sux" and "is shit"
But I didn't make it for him? her?