reality check

boys wont ever treat you the same again even if they are supportive at first. as you go further along you see that hetero men are creeped out by this shit. They do put this huge fucking distance to avoid you and make themselves safe because their brain identifies you as a threat unconsciously. I was ice cold with my best friend for months which I knew for more than 14 years after I went full time. life isnt a shitty fictionmania story or whatever shitty TG thing where you suddenly end up in bed with your best buddie and be the ideal partner and housewife for him. He came for a visit one day and found me curled up and crying on the couch, I was just trying to deal with body image issues and didnt really want to talk about him on that topic so I refused to answer "whats the problem" questions. He went ahead and strongly implied that I should come clean if I was having any feelings towards him so we should set things straight for the sake of our friendship. I bursted out in anger and told him about my real problem, told him that I was feeling fake with all that stupid padding which was uncomfortable and making me sweet. He just went "ah I thought it was something serious, just wear something that doesnt make you sweet, order from the net or some shit"

He wasnt satisfied with my answer I guess so we went outside for a coffee, he insisted on calling me by my old name in a crowd and outing me because "it is wrong to mislabel something, you will only be *your new name* after the surgery", let the door slam on my face on purpose and told me that he wouldnt hold doors for me yet while he was perfectly fine with it on occasion in the past. The last hit was he kept talking about his dream girl while we were walking outside, how she was supposed to be elegant, maternal, mature and feminine at all times with a natural beauty. He told me that his dream girl is supposed to look beautiful right after waking up naked next to him without any makeup and other shenanigans. I finally snapped and told him that he was just being a douche with this talk and asked he was any justice with the whole telling me to wear padding for the rest of my life thing and how my body issues werent legit. He paused for a long time and said "well... you are different... you shouldnt worry about these things", I stopped talking to him for a long time and our friendship was almost destroyed. He came to his senses when I lashed out to him after my surgery in a E driven rage and drew the fucking line and destroyed his fears about me going all lovey dovey for him. Now we are fine but it was fucking hard, he used to stay over when visiting me but he no longer does that because it would be inappropriate now and his ultra conservative mother is forcing me to work in the kitchen whenever I visit him and scolds me for not helping out my mom heh

Girls will treat you like a potential pervert for a long time, you wont get your ideal dream "bestie" that you described who would help you with girly shit and look after you with an alpha attitude. I was delusional like this because every single "real" transition story featured these kinds of women. Nobody helps anyone with shit and there is no handholding. I had a friend like this who was an anime fangirl who was crazy about yaoi manga, she was strong, confident and feminine. I dreamed about her helping me out even though we grew distant over the years, I was trembling when I gave her my coming out letter. she read it and went "oh cool, good luck with everything, we will catch up later".

I begged another friend for weeks to take me to the hair salon to fix my messy hair because I was imitating to be speech disabled back than and deathly afraid of getting clocked while spending extended amount of time in a womens only space. She was cool about it, than told me that my untrained voice was okay and I should just talk and meet with the guy doing my hair because I am supposed to come alone next time.

Unlike men girls drop this shit when you finally get on the same level with them and prove that you are genuine which kinda creates a vicious cycle and they do sometimes get bitchy when you pass them. that is what I was trying to say in one of my previous posts, too little effort and you are a troubled man and they pity you, too much and you are annoying because you look better then them while being a "fake". Complaining about some of the shared experiences of womanhood is also a big no, even if they opened up the topic you will just get the generic "well being a girl is hard and you asked for it / it was your choice" crap thrown on your face. you will never get a fair relationship and they will remind you of your place constantly.

transitioning is FUCKING hard, it requires tremendous amounts of effort and money while dealing with idiots and getting to know the real faces of people that you thought that you know. you need to commit years and you will be stuck in a weird in-between phase for a long time. sure if you can pull it offf you can go stealth when everything is over and start again but we live in the digital age so your secret will never be safe.

Wishing to be a girl is a lot different than being a girl, there are no magic buttons or potions, no perfect rapid transtions, no perfect friends and lovers. you should just crawl out of that basement and see how shitty this world is for everyone involved.

Sure go ahead and transition to live the dream like caitlyn jenner if you have the same fortune as her which can basically buy you anything apart from love but judging by your posts you just want to be a freeloader for someone and live the dream off their backs,

Chix with dix r hawt

AFAIK, females hate trannies and gays with passion.

Reason: females are afraid that gays would steal their males, so they would lose income. That is especially true with lazy and NEET females, depending on males to survive.

http://www.scribd.com/doc/238101206/FictionMania-Story-Wet-Dream-Part-I#scribd

Pulitzer Prize goes to....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eM8Ss28zjcE

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AFAIK, males hate trannies and gays with passion.

Reason: males are afraid that gays would steal their females, so they would lose income. That is especially true with lazy and NEET males, depending on females to survive.

being able to identify yourself as either masculine or feminine
being this stereotypical a person

why

be 23

>1 1/2 year transition, pass in photos pretty well
>broke up with chaser bf over a dispute about my penis and felt cold and alone at night
>went onto okcupid to try and find anyguy, didnt matter
>some guy messages me, is 43.
>he starts talking to me and i talk to him and hes really charming and sweet and he smokes weed, he says i should come over to his and we can smoke and play video games, i agree.
>Drive 30minutes to his place at 11pm at night, he had 3 cars outside of his house and lives in a 2 story house with a huge pool
>press the doorbell and he comes at the door, he is who he says he is.
>First thing he says to me is "i have never fucked a tranny before" and i laugh and he laughs.
>walking into his place there are photos of him and his who i assume is his wife, its a beautiful place, he has a library like they do on the television, ladder and shit.
>we go into his kitchen and its massive, on the bench there is a bag of weed, a grinder and a bong.
>he packs the bong and tells me to smoke it, which i do.
>he smoked after i smoked
>40 minutes later we're sitting on the couch kissing and have abandoned whatever game he was playing on xbox (i think it was forza or some car game)
>he takes off my top and undoes my bra and starts sucking at my nipple, i bust out laughing and he stops and asks whats wrong, i say nothing that it feels fantastic, i can see he has a boner so i unzip his pants and pull down his underwear, he has a average sized dick, so about 6 inches. and i grasp it in my hands. and he comes everywhere, all over my hand and it runs down my hand and onto the rug and onto the couch.
>he starts saying shit alot "shit, shit shit" and he gets up and goes to the kitchen, with his pants down and is dripping cum everywhere
> he comes back with paper towel and starts dabbing his rug and i get some and wipe my hand off and start dabbing the couch, we were so high we didnt realise that this was actually spreading the cum over his couch and rug
>when we thought we got it all he looks at me and says hes sorry that his wife divorced him 5 years ago and that he hasnt been touched by a girl since.
>we kiss again, he picks up the bong and smokes it and then starts playing xbox again.

i wake up, its morning and the birds outside are singing

>can hear snoring and remember where i was
>he fell asleep playing xbox and has the bong and the controller in his hand still
>i very carefully remove the bong and then poke him awake
>he wakes up started and when he sees me he remembers what he did last night
>he says sorry like a hundred times, i tell him to stop that its alright
>i say to him that i had a fun night and started to collect my bra and top that have been thrown onto the ground
>i bent down to get my bra and i just felt his dick inbetween my legs
>i turn jump away and ask him what hes doing, he says he wants to make up for what he did last night, and well i was pretty dissapointed that all i really got was a my nipples sucked and cum all over my hand, so i took my underwear off
>he bends me over his coffee table and takes me right there, this is when i noticed that his rug and couch has cum stains all over them from the night before and i begin laughing so hard that he thinks that im cumming
>so hes just standing there thrusting his penis into me and hes about to come then we hear a door slam shut behind us
>he panics and starts cumming inside me and pulls out to turn around cumming all over my leg
>i turn around and see his wife standing there with a suitcase and he jaw is on the floor in total disbelief.
>i instantly feel horrible on what i did, i quickly collect all my stuff and thrust them into my handbag and head for the door
>shes chewing him out about being a bastard and how he trusted her and "IT SMELLS LIKE WEED AND CUM IN HERE!!! WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU CUNTS DONE TO MY HOUSE?!"
>i quickly go down the stairs and head for my car, there are school kids walking to school and they look at me with absolute horror on their face.
>in all the commotion i had put my top into my handbag instead of putting it on, i was totally topless, with cum leaking out of my arse and down my legs, you could hear the yelling between the guy and his wife.

AND CUM

Fake story. Cum doesn't smell.

>>12
HASKELL THE DEAD CUM
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>12
It smells when you let it build up. If you masturbate 5 times per day then it's like water. Thick cum reeks.

My cum has no nose!

How does it hunt and seek eggs?

Dickchix and bitchtits!